Startling me, the pilot kneels down in the aisle right by my seat then with a large smile and in a Southern drawl asks, “Are you from LA?” I laugh silently in my twisted humor. Um, he must think I’m the hijacker. The winking pilot continues looking up at me talking all Southern and gentlemanly like. “You look like someone I used to know who lived in LA. I just wanted to see if you were her.”
I think, what an overused line, but I look down at him then answer, “I live in Dallas – actually, just outside of Dallas and you look a bit familiar also.”
The pilot looks up at me with his eyes locked into mine. “Oh really, well, I’ve got an empty seat beside me. Since everyone else is watching the movie, would you like to sit with me and we can chat? I’d love to talk more with you, but can’t stay here kneeling in this aisle.”
I respond, “Okay – why not, since everyone else is watching the movie.” As I think – nice brown eyes, appears a bit overconfident, but a Southern gentleman, besides I’m bored and can’t seem to sleep. So, talking with him might be a distraction to pass the time. I get up and follow him to where he’s sitting.
He has an aisle seat. There’s a woman by the window. So, I slide into the middle seat then look back. The lady where I was sitting is yelling and motioning, but I can’t hear her. So, the gallant pilot goes back to retrieve both my water and Diet Dr. Pepper. Apparently, the lady couldn’t get out of her seat with my tray table down. I didn’t bring anything with me because I thought I’d only visit with the winking pilot for a short while.
FEAST OF MEN – One woman’s magical mysterious, nightmarish, adventurous journey through men on her quest to have a better understanding of the male energy on her search to find genuine and everlasting love. Just as life brings her the masculine offering of a chance for love, along with experiencing another aspect of herself in reflection – her heart is disappointed even broken. She then is given the opportunity even forced to heal, as she becomes even more aware of the masculine energy and her relation to it, along with a deeper awareness of her imprints and beliefs. As she travels forward on her journey, the pieces come together, break, then come together again offering her the ability to become more aware and whole.
What if Eve was leading Adam to the opportunity to experience all and every dimension of life? The feminine as it relates to masculine and masculine as it relates to feminine. Male and female rubbing souls against one another for the possibility and benefit of what love creates and heals. And this is exactly what God intended – in the full power of ‘his knowing’ – that only a woman would be able to entice a man to do so. God, after all created the serpent along with the opportunity for choice without which there would be no dark defining light challenges on earth.
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Love it! I can’t wait to read it.
I Just ordered mine. ayn I love your books! Please keep writing. Write lots!
I think where my perspective would be somewhat unique perhaps is I was in a long-term committed and loving marriage but decided that I needed to live it up! Hence a few years in the Playboy stage and what I found gave me a whole new perspective! My story is one of regrets over mistakes made that God has forgiven me for but self forgiveness is still a work in progress! I have lived running from commitments and the using of women for my own self pleasure. Fortunately through years of counseling and the love of a godly woman I can now look back and see how much time I wasted simply trying to please myself. I am just now regaining the full love and affection of my children and that’s another story.